cuts like a knife

Im not sure if everyone has them, but I frequently have snippets of events in my life embedded in my head. It may or may not be significant. Sometimes I remember the smallest things or occurrence that has no particular meaning but can picture it exactly as it happened at that very moment. Every detail. Im not sure if this is what would be defined as photographic memory but somewhere close to that maybe. In moving shots.

Today I remembered this particular scene. One of the most profound and heavy memory ive had to carry with me. I remember how itd happen, when itd happen, what was conveyed and everything else. A memory I cannot forget even if I wanted to. Sometimes I wonder how I can bear with this burn in my head as if everything communicated at that time did not hurt me now as much as it did at that time.

In spite of this, though past events have been for the better, I cannot lie that it gets me every time it pops into my head. It is hard to block words, actions, notions that seem so simple and brief but cuts like a knife.