I dare you to say something! :P
My week is off to a good start (I think) with the first assignment passed up. I know i deserve a big fat jakun pffft but there is this particularly awesome feeling of finishing an assignment and having a few days to gather yourself and not worry about it. My weekend was just sad.
Ive been feeling slightly perky which is a big thumbs up :D
Im really bad at new conversations. There's this button that comes on so, instantly. Not a very good one, because I come off as hostile and ignorant. It almost feels so unbearably annoying that I am doing something within my power but yet, feel so helpless. Its not that I dont want to indulge in conversations, sometimes I just space out in a mere fraction of a second and paste a stoned face. Ive never meant to be self indulging, arrogant and awkward. This however, is definitely not something new, it's just that recently Ive felt like I need to justify myself and put myself out there, again.
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